Anna Nicole Smith died in Florida, but more importantly my grandfather who I loved deeply, my biggest fan, passed away. I can't believe it has only been a year. It seems like forever since I have seen him and I miss him so much.
I think the first anniversary of a person's death is very important and I've had a special night with my family planned for over 2 weeks. We are going to eat his favorite food and I'm giving my grandma a personalized photo frame & memorial candle to mark the occasion. I had planned on it being a time to remember all the joy my grandfather brought to our lives. I also thought we all needed to be there for my grandmother on a very difficult day.
All of the sudden my family starts bailing on me tonight. My aunt & uncle who have been visiting are leaving tomorrow to go back to Illinois, my other aunt said she didn't know if she going to my grandma's tomorrow night after all, and my own mother decided to go out of town with her friend. Needless to say, I'm not too happy that everybody has more important things to do tomorrow.
I guess we all grieve in our own way.
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